Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
At my sisters house. 1:39 AM.
Can't sleep. Don't want to sleep. Not planning on sleeping. Planning on going home either tomorrow or the next day. Why, you may ask? I knew since I left my house that now was not the time to go to my sisters' house, but my Mom convinced me to. Why again? Because, I can never sleep lately, have got nearly no sleep at all. And usually when I'm at my sisters' house, I don't get sleep. I really need to catch up on my sleep! I feel like crying. I'm so tired lately and have absolutely no energy.
The reason why I don't want to sleep? If I go to sleep now, I'll only get a few hours. Last time I was here the kids woke me up at either 6 or 8 in the morning, can't remember which. That would only give me a couple hours of sleep. And with how much sleep I haven't been getting, because of staying up late, nightmares, or the dogs being annoying, even eight hours isn't enough. I hope I can go home tomorrow, it's not that I don't like it here, I just need some sleep. Next time I come here will need to be when I have more energy and have caught up on my sleep.
I'm in a room with three sleeping kids, then there's me. Who's wide awake and probably will be until morning. I'm tired, I just, don't want to sleep... It's not worth it. And I haven't felt like eating much lately either. Am I dying or something? Like I have the crucio curse, the torture curse, until someone finally says "Avada Kedavra!" and kills me? Well, that's what it feels like now. I'm just on the torture curse until I finally drop dead from lack of energy, sleep, and health.
Tomorrow morning I will go somewhere where no one can hear me and ask my Mom to pick me up. If she says no, I'll beg if I have to. This lack of sleep feels like it's killing me. Mom, if you read this, which you probably will, let me come home. I need rest. I never do anything around the house because I don't have enough energy for it. I need like, a weeks worth of eight or more hours of sleep every night and I may be okay. I hate this lack of energy :'(
I'll attempt to sleep tonight, with my computer on just in case I can't. It probably won't work, I have that feeling inside that I won't sleep tonight. If my Mom picks me up I'll just lay in bed all day. I couldn't possibly do that here because kids are asking to play with me every five minutes!
The reason why I don't want to sleep? If I go to sleep now, I'll only get a few hours. Last time I was here the kids woke me up at either 6 or 8 in the morning, can't remember which. That would only give me a couple hours of sleep. And with how much sleep I haven't been getting, because of staying up late, nightmares, or the dogs being annoying, even eight hours isn't enough. I hope I can go home tomorrow, it's not that I don't like it here, I just need some sleep. Next time I come here will need to be when I have more energy and have caught up on my sleep.
I'm in a room with three sleeping kids, then there's me. Who's wide awake and probably will be until morning. I'm tired, I just, don't want to sleep... It's not worth it. And I haven't felt like eating much lately either. Am I dying or something? Like I have the crucio curse, the torture curse, until someone finally says "Avada Kedavra!" and kills me? Well, that's what it feels like now. I'm just on the torture curse until I finally drop dead from lack of energy, sleep, and health.
Tomorrow morning I will go somewhere where no one can hear me and ask my Mom to pick me up. If she says no, I'll beg if I have to. This lack of sleep feels like it's killing me. Mom, if you read this, which you probably will, let me come home. I need rest. I never do anything around the house because I don't have enough energy for it. I need like, a weeks worth of eight or more hours of sleep every night and I may be okay. I hate this lack of energy :'(
I'll attempt to sleep tonight, with my computer on just in case I can't. It probably won't work, I have that feeling inside that I won't sleep tonight. If my Mom picks me up I'll just lay in bed all day. I couldn't possibly do that here because kids are asking to play with me every five minutes!
Monday, June 13, 2011
I want to change my name.
I want to change my name to Cambria. It's such a pretty name. My Mom said before that I could change it to that, I wonder if she'd let me do that now?? Oh well. :D I'll ask!
My birthday weekend.
Well, this last two days (11th and 12th) were my birthday celebration days! I have pics!
Day 1 (June 11th):
In the last picture, my eyes were watering cuz I was laughing so much. On the 11th, I went to my Aunt's house for my birthday. I brought Diana along, obviously. We had lots of phone. We tried to sneak "stuff" and laid in the hammock a lot. Got tons of money for my birthday. SUPER FUN!
Day 2 (June 12th, my actual birthday):
Me, Bethany, and Zach went to Seattle. We mostly went to Pike Place Market and Krispey Kreme. It was pretty fun and interesting. A guy with pink and blonde hair was playing guitar and singing, I loved him! Haha. Bethany and Zach are dating, if that isn't obvious already. lol. Afterwards we went to my house and watched Back to the Future 1 and 2. Today they came over and watched Back to the Future 3 and we explored the forest in my neighborhood.
Day 1 (June 11th):
In the last picture, my eyes were watering cuz I was laughing so much. On the 11th, I went to my Aunt's house for my birthday. I brought Diana along, obviously. We had lots of phone. We tried to sneak "stuff" and laid in the hammock a lot. Got tons of money for my birthday. SUPER FUN!
Day 2 (June 12th, my actual birthday):
Me, Bethany, and Zach went to Seattle. We mostly went to Pike Place Market and Krispey Kreme. It was pretty fun and interesting. A guy with pink and blonde hair was playing guitar and singing, I loved him! Haha. Bethany and Zach are dating, if that isn't obvious already. lol. Afterwards we went to my house and watched Back to the Future 1 and 2. Today they came over and watched Back to the Future 3 and we explored the forest in my neighborhood.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
When I see or read anything about Daniel.
My reaction is Laughing.
He's an idiot, an ugly idiot who wears cologne that smells like perfume and doesn't shave. EW! And he was so rude to me. He's really the worst thing that ever happened to me. I'm kind of tired of being mad at him though. It'd be much better if we were friends.
Things he's said to me:
"Go to hell skank."
"You need to realize that you aren't perfect."
"Stop trying to dump your misery on me, you're just making a fool of yourself."
"You're pathetic."
"When you seem to have nothing else better to do but sit and try to make me feel bad, don't you have like, friends or something?"
"Other than sitting at home, drewling over old men and trying to act like you mean anyhting by emailing and text-messaging people constantly from your bedroom."
The dude can't even spell. A perfect Marty McFly quote explains this. Here it is: "He's an asshole."
:D
He's an idiot, an ugly idiot who wears cologne that smells like perfume and doesn't shave. EW! And he was so rude to me. He's really the worst thing that ever happened to me. I'm kind of tired of being mad at him though. It'd be much better if we were friends.
Things he's said to me:
"Go to hell skank."
"You need to realize that you aren't perfect."
"Stop trying to dump your misery on me, you're just making a fool of yourself."
"You're pathetic."
"When you seem to have nothing else better to do but sit and try to make me feel bad, don't you have like, friends or something?"
"Other than sitting at home, drewling over old men and trying to act like you mean anyhting by emailing and text-messaging people constantly from your bedroom."
The dude can't even spell. A perfect Marty McFly quote explains this. Here it is: "He's an asshole."
:D
What breaks my heart.
Michael J. Fox is slowly and painfully dying of Parkinson's disease. It's killing me... I'm going to miss him so much, he's such a great person.
The day he dies I'm going to be the saddest person in the world.
The day he dies I'm going to be the saddest person in the world.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Relay for life.
I went to the relay for life with my parents and Katherine. Here's some pics(:
Luau lap(:
Godbros' hat(:
I was pretty tired afterwards.
Luau lap(:
Godbros' hat(:
The guy in the pink shorts, silver tights, and coconut bra was our team drag(:
Love the drags.
Ella survived!!!
The people in purple are ALL survivors of cancer.
I was pretty tired afterwards.It was a great experience!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Remembering the first time I watched Sleepy Hollow...
And I was with Diana. As soon as the ghoul lady popped out and we saw her face...
I was like:
And Diana was literally like:
Then she did this...
Then we got out of the house as soon as we could. (We were watching it at our neighbors' house)
It was funny.
I was like:
And Diana was literally like:
Then she did this...
Then we got out of the house as soon as we could. (We were watching it at our neighbors' house)
It was funny.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
My constant hair changes.
This is how my hair went from brown to red.
My orange hair right now has some brown spots in it. My Mom wants to tone it, but I'm thinking of just dying my hair blonde for summer like I did last year. I can make it a tradition! Haha. My hair just makes me mad. Oh, and we had filming on Sunday and Monday, here's what my dressing up as Mrs. Lovett looks like:
"Think about it, lots of other gentlemen'll soon be coming for a shave! Won't they? Think of all them pies!" Yep, I totally rock Mrs. Lovett. Our Sweeney didn't come Sunday or Monday even though he said he was going to come Monday. I don't think he wants to do the re-make anymore, but I wouldn't know. Oh well, we'll probably just quit if he doesn't want to. I don't know though.
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