Dream couple.

Natalia Tena (26) and David Thewlis (48)


David Thewlis.


Natalia Tena.


They play couple Remus Lupin and Nymphadora Tonks in the Harry Potter films.

Outside the films:






They're kind of really perfect for each other :)




I watched a video where he said this:


I'm in love with them.

I have 6 horcruxs.

All which have to do with the upcoming Deathly Hallows film. (In no certain order, the ones in bold are the deaths that are going to effect me the most.)

Horcrux #1: Fred's death.

Horcrux #2: Harry's death.

Horcrux #3: Bellatrix's death.

Horcrux #4: Snape's death.

Horcrux #5: Lupin's death.

Horcrux #6: Tonks's death.

Why Fred's death? 

Because George will be heart-broken. He will not have only lost a brother, a friend, a companion, and twin, but he will have lost a part of him that he has always loved.

Also because, Fred will have to put up a fight and he will be killed by a collapsing wall. For a wonderful character that's such a tragic death, isn't it?

And lastly, his whole family will be heart broken as well. George being the most heart broken. But everyone will miss him and be very sad about it, Fred was a wonderful man.

Why Harry's death?

Because Lily Evans Potter used her life to save Harrys'. Will it not all be worth it in the end?

Also because, Harry said goodbye to his friends Ron and Hermione before he got killed. Well isn't that sad?

And lastly because Voldemort kills him. I hate Voldemort.

But Harry comes back to life and kills Voldemort in the end, so that was all great fun.

Why Bellatrix?

Maybe just because I love Bellatrix's personality and that actress who plays her.

And because she's a nut case.

But Molly Weasley kills her, so that's pretty cool.

Why Snape?

Severus Snape has been my favorite character since I started watching Harry Potter earlier this year. He got bullied as a younger child at Hogwarts and that reminds me of myself.

And his unconditional love for Lily Evans Potter kills me inside. He loved her, and betrayed her on accident by calling her a 'mudblood' (a witch or wizard with 'muggle'/non-magic parents), when he was egged on by James Potter, Lily's eventual husband. He was heart-broken by her choosing James and by her death so he was rude all the time.

And lastly the fact that he dies for no reason and gets bitten by Voldemort's snake kind of really makes me mad.

Why Remus and Tonks?

Because they were the MOST ADORABLE COUPLE EVER! I love them sooo much! And they had a child, Teddy Lupin, right before they died, so he never had parents, like Harry.

The above picture is Remus' killer Antonin Dolohov. 

The above picture is Tonks' killer and cousin, Bellatrix LeStrange.

And lastly, the fact that they pretty much die together is going to kill me because they're my favorite characters in all the films. They're loyal. Tonks has a special trait in which she can change her appearance, but her hair went mousy brown due to the fact that Lupin said that they couldn't be together and that it was too dangerous. But he realized he was wrong and that they needed each other, so they got married and had a child together.

It's going to be pretty sad. The picture above is Harry from behind, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black, and Remus Lupin (all deceased) talking to Harry after his death. I hope this movie goes into more details about Lily and Snape. Gosh, this is going to be heart breaking. 

And all my horcruxs will be destroyed on July 15th.

New phone!

A 4G Sensation. It's epic. Here's some pictures I took on it!

At my sisters house. 1:39 AM.

Can't sleep. Don't want to sleep. Not planning on sleeping. Planning on going home either tomorrow or the next day. Why, you may ask? I knew since I left my house that now was not the time to go to my sisters' house, but my Mom convinced me to. Why again? Because, I can never sleep lately, have got nearly no sleep at all. And usually when I'm at my sisters' house, I don't get sleep. I really need to catch up on my sleep! I feel like crying. I'm so tired lately and have absolutely no energy. 


The reason why I don't want to sleep? If I go to sleep now, I'll only get a few hours. Last time I was here the kids woke me up at either 6 or 8 in the morning, can't remember which. That would only give me a couple hours of sleep. And with how much sleep I haven't been getting, because of staying up late, nightmares, or the dogs being annoying, even eight hours isn't enough. I hope I can go home tomorrow, it's not that I don't like it here, I just need some sleep. Next time I come here will need to be when I have more energy and have caught up on my sleep.


I'm in a room with three sleeping kids, then there's me. Who's wide awake and probably will be until morning. I'm tired, I just, don't want to sleep... It's not worth it. And I haven't felt like eating much lately either. Am I dying or something? Like I have the crucio curse, the torture curse, until someone finally says "Avada Kedavra!" and kills me? Well, that's what it feels like now. I'm just on the torture curse until I finally drop dead from lack of energy, sleep, and health.


Tomorrow morning I will go somewhere where no one can hear me and ask my Mom to pick me up. If she says no, I'll beg if I have to. This lack of sleep feels like it's killing me. Mom, if you read this, which you probably will, let me come home. I need rest. I never do anything around the house because I don't have enough energy for it. I need like, a weeks worth of eight or more hours of sleep every night and I may be okay. I hate this lack of energy :'(  


I'll attempt to sleep tonight, with my computer on just in case I can't. It probably won't work, I have that feeling inside that I won't sleep tonight. If my Mom picks me up I'll just lay in bed all day. I couldn't possibly do that here because kids are asking to play with me every five minutes!

I want to change my name.

I want to change my name to Cambria. It's such a pretty name. My Mom said before that I could change it to that, I wonder if she'd let me do that now?? Oh well. :D I'll ask!

My birthday weekend.

Well, this last two days (11th and 12th) were my birthday celebration days! I have pics!

Day 1 (June 11th):

In the last picture, my eyes were watering cuz I was laughing so much. On the 11th, I went to my Aunt's house for my birthday. I brought Diana along, obviously. We had lots of phone. We tried to sneak "stuff" and laid in the hammock a lot. Got tons of money for my birthday. SUPER FUN!

Day 2 (June 12th, my actual birthday):

Me, Bethany, and Zach went to Seattle. We mostly went to Pike Place Market and Krispey Kreme. It was pretty fun and interesting. A guy with pink and blonde hair was playing guitar and singing, I loved him! Haha. Bethany and Zach are dating, if that isn't obvious already. lol. Afterwards we went to my house and watched Back to the Future 1 and 2. Today they came over and watched Back to the Future 3 and we explored the forest in my neighborhood.

When I see or read anything about Daniel.

My reaction is Laughing.
He's an idiot, an ugly idiot who wears cologne that smells like perfume and doesn't shave. EW! And he was so rude to me. He's really the worst thing that ever happened to me.  I'm kind of tired of being mad at him though. It'd be much better if we were friends.

Things he's said to me:
 "Go to hell skank."
"You need to realize that you aren't perfect."
"Stop trying to dump your misery on me, you're just making a fool of yourself."
"You're pathetic."
"When you seem to have nothing else better to do but sit and try to make me feel bad, don't you have like, friends or something?"
"Other than sitting at home, drewling over old men and trying to act like you mean anyhting by emailing and text-messaging people constantly from your bedroom."

The dude can't even spell. A perfect Marty McFly quote explains this. Here it is: "He's an asshole."
:D